if kpop never exist~

here again. same feeling. babo girl who loves kpop so damnmuch
someday i've thought if ..... i can brain washing my head, and then be a very ordinary normal person, without kpop thingy, that could be perfect plain of life, but sure, no pain wherever you cant go to see your oppa in the some concert that held in your country, or if you cant go hi-five with your oppa in fansmeeting. thats allright. no some-wasting-money that your parents always taught you, and no some-wasting-time-in-internet that always make you late.
but somehow, my dearest close friend said this to me... "if you erase kpop from your head, so that i'll definetely erased too". and i told her that "no.. i wont..you're my close friend.." and then ... she said, something i havent notice before.. "but, we being this close, because of kpop, because of our oppars,and because this stupid immature world named kpop"
and sure i cried.she's right. if kpop never exist, so.. i wont never meet her,and other my precious friend. somehow kpop is a great social network and i've met so many friends around the world to share the same feeling about this and that~
i've saw my friends, my old, my very old kpopers friend who stop fangirling, and try to be a normal person. just.. it is! they can pass it! and maybe, yeah maybe they are not forget me, part of their past kpop freind. it never be easy for me to leave this world. i dont know how to hate this world.. yeah iam babo

thats ok. iam babo.